Sometimes I’ll write something and erase and rewrite it over and over until the words I read back to myself are satisfying enough to discontinue this insane practice. It reminds me of Vonnegut talking about writing, except far more inept and idiotic. I want to get into casual reading again. I used to read a ton when I was younger and had a lot of free time. I haven’t been an avid reader in many years. The fact that I had an “avid reader” phase at all is pretty impressive for a person with untreated ADHD.

I watched a harrowing documentary about Kimberly Cargill last night. Apparently she was a nurse who has Borderline Personality Disorder and she was basically using this “Cherry Walker” person who was mentally disabled to babysit her kids. She would drop her kids off with this person for days at a time and she didn’t pay her or anything. Eventually CPS was going to get involved and Cargill panicked and murdered the mentally handicapped woman. Thank god that monster was put on death row. What an unfeeling and horrible person. She only thought of herself at any given moment. Just garbage, absolute garbage.

Honestly I bet you that most of the people on this list are only notable for murder. It’s not surprising, I’ve had tangles with the beast before. I wouldn’t hold it past anyone with the disease to be capable of murder. It is, after all, the disease of ultimate selfishness.