A Message to All My MFC Friends, and Anyone Who Will Listen:

I know a lot of you have seen me going back and forth being upset and
posting absolutely insane rants at points, and a lot of you have heard
me telling stories about my infamous ex, drunkenly ranting about him in
my room on occasion, telling you to “Know your Heroes” and all these
things. But now I feel I owe you an explanation. 
I lost my virginity at 15, to a man named Deric Lostutter. That name
sound familiar to you? You may also know him as KYAnonymous, the so
called member of anonymous who brought much publicity to the
steubenville rape case and was then raided by the FBI and blown up by
the press for being some saviour for rape vicitims everywhere. Brad
Pitt’s movie studio supposedly bought the rights to make a movie about
his story in Rolling Stone, he was in esquire, all over the internet,
and all that would be so utterly interesting to me if he wasn’t a total
fraud.
 
I lost my virginity with his hand over my mouth, telling me it wouldn’t
always hurt like this, but to let him finish and I would be ok. I said
yes, but when I said no, he pushed down harder and ignored anyone my
struggles to remove him. Some may say that was rape. Some may say I
asked for it, especially because I dated him for another two years and
continued to fall back into old habits with him for nearly seven years
after that, But I know that no matter how you classify that, the things
he did were wrong. For two years he could call me up, bend me over and
send me on my way any time he wanted. He introduced me to the BDSM world
and became my Dom, and I his Sub, and eventual slave, (titles and all,
not that I was allowed to talk about it, mind you.) at 15 years old. He
cheated on me with no less than 14 different girls,  some younger, some
older, and I am sure there are more that I never even knew about.
 
he is a scum bag. I have heard and witnessed so many things that he has
done to other women over the years. Disgusting things. And I have kept
silent for so long, getting a snide comment in here or there where I
could.
 
But yesterday, after posting one of my usual pointed arguments about his
flip flopping on political and social view, and his manipulation of his
“fans” he retaliated. He sent his family and friends to harass me,
insult me my child my family, threatened very pointedly to expose my cam
site to the public, and when I didn’t back down, he followed through. 
 
on his public facebook page, with nearly 6,000 followers, he posted my
full real name, alone with my camming twitter, and a message to his
followers to go defend him. Unfortunately for me, though he deleted that
post, it was shared across facebook and also screen shot and posted on
twitter.
 
thankfully I did not get the trolls I expected, and I have had so many
people defending me, supporting me, and it has lead me to come to this
conclusion. I am done hiding what he did to me.
 
The man is disgusting. And he may never actually pay for his crimes by
the laws standards, But I am tired of hiding the things he did to me,
and other girls have started coming forward as well telling me stories
of the things he did to them as well.
 
I also want to apologize to all of you. I keep you in the dark about a
lot of my personal life. and I am very private about so many things. But
I’m done disappearing. I’m done hiding and I’m really done living my
life in fear of what the world will think of me. So please help me
spread the word. Know your heroes. this man is a fraud, an abuser, and a
liar, and though you can commend his public actions, he should be
stopped from leaching off the fame of a rape victim any longer and put
back into his place of shame.
 
below are a couple articles about him, on BOTH sides, so you don’t think
I’m just trying to make you believe I’m a victim. I am not a victim. I
have an incredible life and I have grown so much since all the things he
did to me. But I also think you all can see the truth as I do.
 
this is the rolling stone Article from the height of his fame:
 
http://www.rollingstone.com/culture/news/anonymous-vs-steubenville-20131127
 
This is an article by Don Carpenter, a Journalist who has been posting
the other side of things since this all started (though deric fervently
tries to refute despite his lawyers warnings to lay low):
 
http://www.mobilebroadcastnews.com/NewsRoom/Don-Carpenter/Deric-LostutterKy-Anonymous-Arrested-and-Caught-Lying-Again
 
I really hope you all support me, and help spread the word about this
man. And thank you all for being there for me through a lot of this,
even if you didn’t know it was going on.

Reblogged from: http://awkwardsexnsuch.tumblr.com/post/90387408121/a-message-to-all-my-mfc-friends-and-anyone-who-will

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Ready, dead, go.

I’m wearing down pretty quickly. Mandatory overtime isn’t enjoyable. It’s coming at me steady and fast. I’m told I’ll have help. I’m told they’ll hire another person. That extra help never comes. Nothing gets easier. I just fall further behind. It’s tiring. I’m bored with it. I’m ready to move on to bigger and better things. I’m ready to get my life moving in a direction I want it to move.

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Palestinian Children Murdered Since 2000

Palestinian Children Killed

American Children Homicides

Total Palestinian children killed at the hands of Israeli police forces between 2000-2014:
1,397

Total US children murdered in the same time span:
7,437

What the flying fuck, people? How is this acceptable in any way? Let’s look at more numbers, shall we?

Palestinian territories pop

4.44 million people. 0.03% of the ENTIRE population.

US population

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Twitter OSINT Strategies

My current tweet dumper iteration dumps everything collected into a flat file. That’s fine for intermittent use, but won’t do much good when we eventually get into the “big leagues” and start grabbing at streams of data that will include above and beyond 3200 tweets. Flat files will quickly swell to sizes that are no longer manageable.

Wat do.

Well, there are hundreds of “database backend” options. Literally hundreds. We’re inevitably going to be storing tweets from various sources with multiple goals in mind. A veritable forest of *.csv files doesn’t neatly organize our data. SQLite3 will provide the backend. It’s local, zero configuration required, and we can concentrate all our information into a single file with multiple tables.

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Ruby Tweet Scraper v.02

I’ve made improvements to the tweet dumper. Added geo information. Also added progress bar, so check gem requirements.

#!/bin/env ruby
# encoding: utf-8

require 'twitter'
require 'csv'
require 'progressbar'

client = Twitter::REST::Client.new do |config|
	config.consumer_key = "YoursHere"
	config.consumer_secret = "YoursHere"
	config.access_token = "YoursHere"
	config.access_token_secret = "YoursHere"
end

scrname = String.new ARGV[0]

def collect_with_max_id(collection=[], max_id=nil, &block)
  response = yield(max_id)
  collection += response
  response.empty? ? collection.flatten : collect_with_max_id(collection, response.last.id - 1, &block)
end

def client.get_all_tweets(user)
  twtcount = user(user).statuses_count
  if twtcount > 3200
      twtcount = 3200 / 200
  else
      twtcount = twtcount / 200
  end
  pbar = ProgressBar.new("Downloading", twtcount)
  collect_with_max_id do |max_id|
    pbar.inc
    options = {:count => 200, :include_rts => true}
    options[:max_id] = max_id unless max_id.nil?
    user_timeline(user, options)
  end
end

junk = client.get_all_tweets(scrname)

CSV.open("#{scrname}.csv", "w") do |csv|
	junk.each do |tweet|
		csv << [tweet.id, tweet.created_at, tweet.user.screen_name, tweet.text, tweet.source, tweet.geo]
	end
end

I don’t comment. Sorry. I guess I can go back through and comment where it’s helpful and repost another time. It works with Ruby 1.9.2 anyways.

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Ruby Twitter Scraper

Requires the twitter gem. Install it as per usual. Code as follows:

#!/bin/env ruby
# encoding: utf-8

require 'twitter'
require 'csv'

client = Twitter::REST::Client.new do |config|
	config.consumer_key = "insert"
	config.consumer_secret = "insert"
	config.access_token = "insert"
	config.access_token_secret = "insert"
end

def collect_with_max_id(collection=[], max_id=nil, &block)
  response = yield(max_id)
  collection += response
  response.empty? ? collection.flatten : collect_with_max_id(collection, response.last.id - 1, &block)
end

def client.get_all_tweets(user)
  collect_with_max_id do |max_id|
    options = {:count => 200, :include_rts => true}
    options[:max_id] = max_id unless max_id.nil?
    user_timeline(user, options)
  end
end

junk = client.get_all_tweets(ARGV[0])

CSV.open("#{ARGV[0]}.csv", "w") do |csv|
	junk.each do |tweet|
		csv << [tweet.id, tweet.created_at, tweet.user.screen_name, tweet.text, tweet.source, tweet.geo]
	end
end

Excellent. I’m going to revise it as necessary, but it’s a most effective scraper. Though I’d love to add some sort of progress bar to it, haven’t succeeded in that yet. I’ll keep you posted and update it as the iterations of this thing change. It was smashed together from the twitter gem’s bare scraper and CSV output added. I’m quite pleased. Going to also consider adding time and date statistics compilation. I might just write an entirely separate script for that. Not sure yet.

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Envy Code R

This is pretty excellent. Check it out.

Envy Code R

It’s called “Envy Code R”, you can grab it here.

I might use this as my “hosted font of choice” for rendering scripts and the like. It’s pretty damn cool.

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(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

If you’re in the automotive manufacture industry, you’re pretty familiar with re-certification. It’s that time of year everyone panics and freaks the fuck out about either surveillance or re-cert audits, works seven days a week, ten hour days, and has a mild heart attack over every misspelling or problematic procedure in the control documents for their company.

What disturbs me is that I absolutely despise this process. I hate it, yet no matter where I go I won’t be able to avoid it. I need to get out of the department that has to deal with that garbage. I need to get ietnto engineering, production, some other department. It doesn’t matter. I can’t put in these hours. It’s too much. I have a family. I have a life outside of work. It’s effecting me in some rather deeply disturbing ways. I don’t sleep as much as I need to and every day feels like a hallucination.

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