Happy Day Day

Don’t judge me, god dammit. Okay, you can judge me a little. Alright, maybe you can judge me appropriately, but I can’t promise that I’ll care. I haven’t started caring yet, god dammit. I’m a walking anachronism. Now, don’t go assuming that because I’m a walking anachronism that I’m also a totally irredeemable cunt. That’s just not true, and quite frankly, I’m insulted that you’d even think such a thing. But I get it.


It certainly seems like humanity as a species is disintegrating. We’re so hung up on how much garbage we can accumulate for ourselves individually that nobody has considered the global impact of eight billion hairless apes all doing the same selfish shit simultaneously. It’s fascinating to watch shorelines creep up, temperatures rise, forests erode, and trash piles march ever higher above the horizon. We ceaselessly want above anything we could conceivably earn, and this behavior is rewarded.

Steam Deck

Well, holy shit. I fucking pulled the trigger and ordered myself a Steam Deck. Just, goddamn. Needless to say, I’m pretty fucking excited. Didn’t go too apeshit with which one I bought. Got the 256gb model. Nice and middling. Not too little, not too much. Just right. Man, and it’ll get here in a week or two? I’m fucking excited.

Writing Is Therapeutic

I know it’s not therapeutic for everyone, but I think it can be for nearly everyone, as it just takes practice over time. Though I get it. If you don’t “take to it immediately” it can be a bit disparaging to make multiple attempts at something purportedly therapeutic but doesn’t actually give you any benefit. If I’m being honest, I definitely fell into that camp. School forced me to journal multiple years.

Herschel Walker is a Fucking Hypocrite About Abortion

Herschel Walker is a fucking moron. He paid for his girlfriend to get an abortion, and now he thinks he’s going to win a senate seat as a Republican. Get absolutely fucked you complete moron. And this idiot who has clearly been hit too many times in the head claims he’s going to sue for defamation. Guess what, chief? You can’t sue for defamation unless the claims aren’t true, you absolute shit-gibbon. You worthless twat-waffle piece of shit. Holy fucking god I’m so tired of these Republican hypocrite pieces of shit thinking they can live lawlessly while the rest of us follow the rules. Suck my ass, bitch.

This shit is permanent. These documents will remain on the internet forever, and we will always remember how you rawdogged someone and then paid for their abortion.

Or, to put it in terms of your shitty senate campaign that’s doomed to fail: YOU PAID TO KILL AN INNOCENT BABY. Fuck you. Seriously, fuck you so fucking much. You’re all trash, and I hope everyone in the GOP dies of stage five cancers very painfully. I am sad that god isn’t real, because someone needs to send you pieces of shit to burn for eternity. You’re all the reason hell should exist.

See below for documents supporting this woman’s claims. She also has an unpublished receipt from the abortion clinic and a receipt from the $700 check he cut her to do the damn thing.

Mumbo Jumbo

Life feels like a constant battle to claw back time. We’re given at most a century to work with. Most of us are working with less, either from lifestyle or poor genetics, and no one is guaranteed exclusion from accidents no matter how safe they are. There are so many agents stealing our time from us, too. We have sleep as a major thief, mercilessly grifting a third of our lives as a standard.


I’m sitting here, contemplating what exactly I need to write. I need to write. I need to sort things and explain things and produce things, I need my mind to bear fruit. I’m just at an impasse with what the hell I need to say. I do sometimes feel like I’ve already said everything, but I’m also keenly aware of the fact that my life is nowhere near any sort of end.


It’s cold outside again. Especially here in the rust belt, where the weather is dumb as shit. Man, I’m really just goddamned exhausted. Does this capitalism thing ever slow the fuck down? I’m feeling pretty tired. I think it’s time for it to slow the fuck down. I’m glad that I have this space to throw down anything I feel like saying. I’m grateful that I’ve eked out such a space for myself.


I keep thinking about Putin’s threats to use nuclear weapons, and how it sets us back fifty years. This fascist moron seriously thinks clinging desperately to power is a good strategy, which I guess makes sense for a former KGB agent. God knows the intelligence community is batshit insane. It doesn’t matter if they’re CIA, NSA, MI-6, KGB, everyone in the intelligence community is a fucking psychopath. It’s a requirement for service, in case you didn’t know.


I feel so oblivious right now. I’ve been feeling the strain from all the business travel I’ve been doing for the year, but I guess I’ve only been feeling without realizing just how insane it’s been. Point in fact, I’ve been going hard since February, apparently. I only know this because I went back and checked records. But my work travel has been much higher than it’s ever supposed to have been.

David Cash: the Bad Samaritan

In my travails across the internet, I’ve stumbled upon quite a few interesting true crime stories, and truly some of the most depraved acts one human can commit against another human. But this post is different. This post isn’t about a sociopathic murderer. This post is about a sociopathic accomplice to murder who was given the name “David Cash” at birth. In 1998, David Cash watched his friend Jeremy Strohmeyer rape and murder seven year old Sherrice Iverson.

Fucking Indiana

I spent the last couple days in Indiana for a family event. The event itself was nice, but it’s impossible to dive into any part of the state of Indiana and ignore the depressing environs engulfing you. The religious zealots have set aside Indiana as one of their “safe spaces”. It’s acceptable to be a hypocritical piece of shit in Indiana, if not encouraged. Now, I won’t say all hoosiers, because generalizations aren’t my thing.

Cult 45

I’ve been thinking about my fake Christian family a good amount recently. They embody what the MAGA movement means nearly to the finest detail. They’re poor, anti-intellectual, uneducated, faux-spiritual, fake ass, deceptive, and a wholly unreliable lot. I’m not so much talking about my mom’s side of my family, but my dad’s side of my family. They’re the faux Christians who want to judge everyone and not be judged. The people who are furthest from “Christ-like” yet are loudest about how much they love Jesus.

Stable Diffusion

I’ve been fucking around with Stable Diffusion lately and I figured I’d upload some of the weird shit I’ve been forcing it to make, probably against it’s will.


I could watch her sleep all day. Her pretty eyes fluttering from whatever dreams stop by, her cute nose, deliciously juicy lips- She’s my person. She’s my warmth, my haven, wherever she is will be my sanctuary for the rest of my days. Around her I am myself, I’m not any half-truth of myself or censored artifact but my actual self, and she still loves me. To have that so completely with someone I love so much is something I’ve never experienced before.

All Cops Are Bastards

This pretty well sums up how the CIA has pretty much dictated Hollywood portrayals of police and the legal system since they first began this endeavor with “Mockingbird”. All cops are bastards. I say that decisively and without hesitation, because it’s true. People who want to be cops are bastards, so how could the police force avoid being infiltrated by bastards? Now, I can’t claim that the law enforcement situation is the same in every country, it absolutely isn’t.

I Offend Most

It really does seem that way sometimes. I get the impression from many people that I conduct myself offensively, and I think to a large degree they’re mostly correct. I do eschew some societal standards for either the sake of brevity or just laziness. I don’t have a twitter or facebook account. I don’t have many, if any, social media accounts. This is as social as I get, and honestly I hope to keep this away from most people I encounter on a daily basis.

Society is Upside Down

Have you ever wondered why society is the way it is? Why we have millionaires and billionaires telling us that police are more important than ensuring all of our neighbors are able to sustain themselves? Human nature is so corrupt and fucked for the first instinct to be to fuck over other humans to gain an advantage. Yet that’s what we do at every turn. Instead of allowing wealth to be distributed more evenly the wealthiest will dump far more cash into ensuring that there are “have-nots” than anything else.

Lindsey Graham Needs to Just Die Already

Lindsey Graham needs to just die already. Once these assholes die, hopefully their children won’t be so fucking awful, and society can get better over time. But for real, this piece of shit is beyond redemption and the only way he can improve society is by a swift exit to the ethereal plane.