My personal life is calming down. I don’t like confrontation. I hate confrontation. I avoid it at all costs. Things are calm now. They’ve tapered off. I don’t want disagreements or drama or insanity touching my life. I get enough insanity at work. I’m all too heavily relied on by my employer, my family, my loves. They need me. No one needs me to feel bad. No one needs me to have regrets. No one needs me to be criticized for being myself. I need to live my life. I need to be there for my babies.
I think peace is finally here. It’s about damn time. Things have been too tumultuous for too long.