I’m wearing down pretty quickly. Mandatory overtime isn’t enjoyable. It’s coming at me steady and fast. I’m told I’ll have help. I’m told they’ll hire another person. That extra help never comes. Nothing gets easier. I just fall further behind. It’s tiring. I’m bored with it. I’m ready to move on to bigger and better things. I’m ready to get my life moving in a direction I want it to move.
I haven’t slept much in the last week. I’m pretty damned sick. I get fuck all in time to unwind. My employer is whipping me relentlessly.
I don’t know. I just need a break. I need to dive into a hobby and take my mind off work, which really does not matter that much, and take my mind off of the stresses of daily life.