Motivation

I’m having a hell of a time maintaining my motivation. I’m learning new things, I’m honing old skills and developing new ones, I’m restructuring my entire “professional” existence. I’m doing big things, small things, all the things.

I dunno, I’m just petering out. I’ve been working 60+ hours for a few weeks now, and I’m burned out quite severely. I need a beer and a day with zero obligations. I need to sleep more than six hours. I know all of what I need. I’m also painfully aware of how scarce my needs really are. Life doesn’t work that way. It’s not so simple.

Well, I better get back to what I was doing. I just needed to take a minute to do something for myself instead of for others. Even if only for a minute, I had to take it.

Crap.

 
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14 May 2016 09:28 | exhausted, overtime, life

Wonderful Woman

Moms are amazing people. They can take all the abuses of uncaring, neglectful, distracted kids. They’re also pretty resilient against partners who sometimes get overly wrapped up in the rigorous routine of daily life. Most of all, they’re amazing because sometimes the only thing they need to remind them of why they keep going- The only thing they require is a hug and “I love you”. Of course, I’m sure pampering can help sometimes.

My kids have the best mom and stepmom in the world. They do. I’ve never seen a larger heart.

My fiancee deserves more than just a single day to celebrate her motherhood. She needs an entire week. My son has no idea how lucky he is. I don’t think he’ll ever fully be able to appreciate that his mother will work for him, fight for him, and make damn sure he has everything he needs in life and a lot of what he wants. Not only does she have such immense dedication, it’s balanced and fair. She’ll never tell him something is beyond his reach because “it’s not what he needs”. If she can do it for him, she will.

You can tell what kind of mother she is without ever meeting her. Talk to my son. Watch him, how he plays, how he behaves. He’s almost always the happiest kid in the room. He’s secure in what he knows about his existence. He exudes every facet of what a child with a strong and supportive provider can. He should, too. They’re together all day, every day, while I’m at work.

To the woman in my life: I love you most, you balls. I’ll think of something thoughtful and loving enough to bring you to tears on Mother’s Day, and dammit- I’m going to take pictures.

 
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30 Apr 2016 08:04 | love, moms, wonderful

Paint Drying

Another long week at work. There seems to be too much to do and not enough time in which to get it done. It looks like the story of Hillary Clinton using campaign funds to support professional political punditry on social media has broke. Not surprising, of course. I still have a running capture that’s ongoing, but I’ll need to think of the most effective way to parse the data before I write about it. Analyzing social media has been fun for quite a while, so the extra dimension of politics should produce interesting results. I’m absolutely planning on compiling an entry with all the harassment I’ve had come my way from Hillary supporting psychopaths. I suppose strong delusion makes for some pretty intense attacks. Nearly two thirds of the animosity originated from the forty-plus age group. No surprise there. I’m sure many of them blithely cheered Bill on, even during NAFTA and the DMCA. I haven’t had much spare time to update anything online, even writing this is a challenge. Life has been ridiculously busy lately. I’m sure things will calm down again soon. Maybe I’ll get a minute to start poking at my data. Truthfully, I think the only blog entry you can expect in the near future will be my collection of hate messages. I’m certainly not going to expose the few who were kind, though, but rest assured that not everyone is an asshole like you or I.

 
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26 Apr 2016 13:11 | blah

FAQ

I feel obliged to clarify things, since you’re all not very bright. Either that, or you’re on the verge of illiteracy. Either is likely, I’m sure. In any case, here goes.

Intention

No, I’m not looking to “dox” anyone. I’m not stalking. I’m doing what millions of other individuals and corporations do on a daily basis; I’m dipping my net into the stream of garbage that is social media.

In fact, there’s only one reason you should be afraid of me. If you’re accepting money to promote candidates in elections; You have every right to be afraid.

Data

The last two lists are not “Hit lists”. They were never portrayed as such. They are data. If you actually read (eyeroll) the posts, you see where I point out there are accounts mobbing hash tags that were created around the same time as caucuses and primaries. Those accounts are very likely not “your everyday voter” or “volunteers”.

These are the people I’m looking to single out.

Fear-Mongering

I’m not surprised that everyone latched onto my blog. Hillary supporters are verified morons. Does this stop me? Negative. I’m pressing on despite very strong opposition. As a matter of fact, once I’ve pushed out results from my gathering of information, I will also be gathering all the personal threats made against me and posting them publicly for all to see exactly how dense and full of hatred Hillary supporters are. That’s really just a bonus for me, since you were all so hell-bent on trying to get me fired.

Conclusion

I don’t give a fuck who you vote for, but what irritates me more than anything else is when money changes hands for things like illegal use of social media. Did you know that political advertisements legally have to be attributed with “paid for by”, etc? Oh yeah, I’ll be singling out all the eggs, bots, and garbage accounts.

It’s pathetic that I have to clarify this, but you people are pretty oblivious. Go ahead, ignore Panama Papers links, speeches to huge banks, ignore reality. It’s obviously serving you so well.

I hate you all.

 
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11 Apr 2016 12:31 | Retards, #MoronsWithHer

Response

I’ve been getting a number of complaints lately about my Open Source Intelligence gathering so I figured I would address everyone’s concerns with this single blog update.

Fuck you.

You democrat pieces of shit did nothing to prevent the Patriot Act. You’ve done nothing to hinder the NSA’s domestic spying programs. You’ve even called Ed Snowden and Chelsea Manning “terrorists”.

So I’m going to give you a taste of your own medicine. Every piece of shit halfwit “semi-Republican” I see who seriously doesn’t think Hillary is a bad person can live with the fact that I’m watching all their interactions with others on social media. I’m tracking you by your ID number in case you decide to change your username. I’m watching every geolocation tagged tweet, every reference to your daily lives, I’m going to scrutinize everything you do. I’ll create histograms to display the hours you’re most active. Are you an insomniac? Are you collecting disability? Are you tweeting all day at work? I’ll know more about you than you ever wanted anyone to know.

Also, it genuinely has nothing to do with Hillary Clinton herself. It has everything to do with you. You are what’s wrong with society. You are the thing helping to hold true progressives back. You are what need be destroyed. You are why the independents like myself are taking over.

You have been warned.

EDIT: I can’t help but laugh about the comedy coming from you asshats. No, I’m not looking for the typical tragic moron who could just as easily support Trump. I’m looking for the jackasses like @allanbrauer who are pretty much paid to shit propaganda into the internet. You can follow links to his blog pretty easily and uncover his ties to Hillary’s wallet. I’m trying to ferret out the cockroaches who don’t wear their source of income like a badge of honor.

It also might be important to note that law enforcement doesn’t take kindly to idiots wasting their time, and digging for credible threats where there are none will surely anger them. No, folks, I’m not making real threats to physical safety. You’re idiots, yes, but I don’t give a fuck what you do. As I said, I’m looking for the cockroaches hiding their associations with the Clinton campaign.

 
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07 Apr 2016 17:16 | Fuck you